AmaryllisFlower

Why can't we wear white the day after Labour Day? --- Fashion rule...you've gotta be kidding me --- Labour Day marked the end of Summer, which would be the end of white since that colour collects the least amount of heat. It also marks the start of work and school, and you wouldn't wanna get your pretty dresses and suits all dirty, would ya? What is considered abnormal? --- You cannot define things as abnormal unless it's something that particular person is not known to do. Most likely, a strange action to some will be tradition for others in various parts of the world. Is nomming on some spaghetti monkey brains abnormal? To me is certain

I have come to realize me motivation level...it is such that I don't like doing obligatory things. I cannot find the motivation to keep something going for an extended period of time unless it's with another individual. Even this, which is able to be viewed by others, is not on my priority list as it should be. Writing to myself at the most emotional times was when I chose to write at all..it's a shame I have come to this realization. Therefore, don't expect me to journal every single day. Perhaps only when I feel a surge of emotion, as it had been before, or when a ton of things happen in the same day. Toodles ~

Not entirely sure of what happened up until classtime. Don't know the sermon, who was speaking, who all I sat with in Chapel, or even what I'd been doing before going to Chapel. Everything's been really fuzzy lately, and I'm positive it's another blank spell. Every now and then my memory short-circuits (or that's what it seems like to me) and the most obvious bits of information become fleeting. These journals are supposed to help me recall with better clarity, and it was working, but today is just..ugh.. I know I went to breakfast, I always do, but what I ate and who I sat with are unknown to me. Was Phill there? Did I get cereal? I assume